to go?or not to go?

few months ago, i was thinkin of finding a new job, not because am not happy with the office am working with for 4 years, not because am not feeling comfy with my co-employees (though for some hahahahaha) but the idea of moving forward with my career. i knew na i couldve been better with new and challenging one. until one day, my girl bestfriend ring me up, been asking me to join thier company. shes been dragging me 2 years ago pa abt this offer but i declined since i was enjoying what i am actually doing during those time.then came another offer from here few months ago…that made me think…WHY NOT TRY?

so i immediately sent my resume to hr of the company and after few days got a call for an interview.i wen to manila to attend the interview.i wasnt so sure abt my performance during the interview for a simple reason that i went there unprepared…in such a way that i was nursing a hangover from last night’s gimik with fellas. all i could remember is that theyve been asking me abt previous job, about myself blah blah blah. after the interview i went back hom because i have to get back in the office the day after.

days, weeks and a month have passed but i didnt recieved any call from the company.so there.ndi nga cguro ako pumasa.no one to blame of because, i, myself, knew that i messed up with the interview. then now came a call from unregistered number. so i answered the call and to my greatest surpise it was from the company i have applied for..i was static then when she told me the phrases : congratulations mr. tabajond, you got the job!welcome to the family! then she started to asked my expected salary and there i was asking back the benefits,perks freebies blah blah blah!

wow! ang galeng…nakalimutan ko na nga halos ang nangyari pero eto na…pumasa nako.i was able to mentioned it to my boss after my interview, that i went to manila for an interview, and i just appreciate my boss for bein so supportive to me..ever. so after the conversation with the hr i immediately called up my boss.i told her that  i got a job and she was so happy for me.. ” i only wanted all the best for you…if u think it would benefit you..go ahead son…u have my support 101%”. na-tats naman ako kay bossing..uber!

still with the smile in my face…i went to bed na masayang masaya..then napalitan eto ng lungkot. am gonna missed my co-employees, am gonna missed my office, am gonna missed my family (for sure since ill be away from them 7 hrs from my home), am gonna missed my life, am gonna missed my comfort zone.

i surely wanted to go, i wanted some changes, i wanted some challenges but whats these all about?what holding me back?why am i suddenly feeling this way?arrggghhh cmon bratpack..uve asked for this..go for it..no turning back!