to go?or not to go?

few months ago, i was thinkin of finding a new job, not because am not happy with the office am working with for 4 years, not because am not feeling comfy with my co-employees (though for some hahahahaha) but the idea of moving forward with my career. i knew na i couldve been better with new and challenging one. until one day, my girl bestfriend ring me up, been asking me to join thier company. shes been dragging me 2 years ago pa abt this offer but i declined since i was enjoying what i am actually doing during those time.then came another offer from here few months ago…that made me think…WHY NOT TRY?

so i immediately sent my resume to hr of the company and after few days got a call for an interview.i wen to manila to attend the interview.i wasnt so sure abt my performance during the interview for a simple reason that i went there unprepared…in such a way that i was nursing a hangover from last night’s gimik with fellas. all i could remember is that theyve been asking me abt previous job, about myself blah blah blah. after the interview i went back hom because i have to get back in the office the day after.

days, weeks and a month have passed but i didnt recieved any call from the company.so there.ndi nga cguro ako pumasa.no one to blame of because, i, myself, knew that i messed up with the interview. then now came a call from unregistered number. so i answered the call and to my greatest surpise it was from the company i have applied for..i was static then when she told me the phrases : congratulations mr. tabajond, you got the job!welcome to the family! then she started to asked my expected salary and there i was asking back the benefits,perks freebies blah blah blah!

wow! ang galeng…nakalimutan ko na nga halos ang nangyari pero eto na…pumasa nako.i was able to mentioned it to my boss after my interview, that i went to manila for an interview, and i just appreciate my boss for bein so supportive to me..ever. so after the conversation with the hr i immediately called up my boss.i told her that  i got a job and she was so happy for me.. ” i only wanted all the best for you…if u think it would benefit you..go ahead son…u have my support 101%”. na-tats naman ako kay bossing..uber!

still with the smile in my face…i went to bed na masayang masaya..then napalitan eto ng lungkot. am gonna missed my co-employees, am gonna missed my office, am gonna missed my family (for sure since ill be away from them 7 hrs from my home), am gonna missed my life, am gonna missed my comfort zone.

i surely wanted to go, i wanted some changes, i wanted some challenges but whats these all about?what holding me back?why am i suddenly feeling this way?arrggghhh cmon bratpack..uve asked for this..go for it..no turning back! 

soon..you’ll be mine

am into running.i jog everyday.and i just love my bestfriend from japan..he promised me to give this to-die for NIKE LUNAR GLIDE 3 as my post-bday gift…yeeeeeeeebaaah!gonna have this on july 29.come move closer july 29!plssss!can;t wait to see u my shoes!

thank you bespren!

cancer

“All of us have 1000 wishes. To be thinner, to be bigger, have more money, have a cool car, a day off, a new phone, to date the person of your dreams. A cancer patient only has one wish, to kick cancer’s ass. I know that 97% of you won’t post this as your status, but my friends will be the 3% that do. In honor of someone who died, or is fighting cancer, or even had cancer, post this for at least one hour.”I got this from my fb account..it maybe somehow sounds non-sense for others, but for me, this means a lot, for, i, personally know someone, not only someone, but so dear and close to me…..she’s my aunt, stage 4-breast cancer patient..and thank god, she’s still fighting against the deadly disease.

we came to know her illness march this year and our family was in a big shocked, until now.why?for the longest time (3 long years) she was able to keep it from us, for a simple reason that she doesnt want everyone else to worry abt her. i love my aunt. shes an epitome of a very strong women. despite of her being a physically challenged woman,she was able to fulfill her duty as an educator for almost 30 years, knowldge after knowledge, experience after experience. smart,compassionat, soft spoken yet a real fighter.

i heart her..simply adoring every advice that she had given me during my younger years.the woman that never failed to give us simple gifts during special occasions. the woman with joyful smile. the woman that i always kissed during christmas and new year.soon, we’ll never gonna have her..until in the next life again. am gonna surely miss her bigtime, but i know god has a purpose on this..and i have no reason to question whatever his purpose.

aunt….you will be missed by everyone.i would like to say THANK YOU for sharing your life with each students. with us. I LOVE YOU AUNT FELY.

what i love during rainy season

tag-ulan na.been like 2 weeks of non-stop  raining here in the north.i dunno..it may be weird for others but for me..i just simply love rainy season..way far better than summer. got several reason why i love the season..aside from the fact that its a whole no-sweat day…i can wear all the jackets that i have in my closet which i only wear those stuffs during holiday season or whenever i get in baguio or in any travels.i just could remember when we were kids..naalala ko..kame ng mga kuya ko naliligo sa ulan kapalit ng palo from mama..wahaha. those are things na naalala ko nung bata pa kame.pero ngayon matanda nako..mas maraming reason for me to enjoy the rainy season..and i know u guys would agree with some of my reason.

1. sarap kumain ng tuyo, munggo, salted eggs, tinapa, daing

- ewan ko din e noh ano meron sa mga pagkain eto na tila ansarap kainin pagdating ng tag ulan.basta napapasarap pagkain ko ng mga to pag tag ulan..kahit whole day meal na ganyan panalo na

2. yosi at kape

-perfect combination ika nga nila..pero mas masarap gawin mga eto pagkagising mo sa umaga habang malakas ang hangin at pumapatak ang ulan habang nasa harap ng pc nakikipagchat or nag-iintternet habang nagyoyosi at nagkakape

3. mahiga till sawa

-sympre habang pagod ka na sa kaiinternet…mahihiga na ang kasunod nian..tulog lang ng tulog..cge tulog pa haha

4. movie marathon

-eto din ung perfect time na halungkatin ang mga nadownload na movies na ndi pa napapanood..magsawa sa kapapanood ng movies hanggang mapagod ang mata at matulog ulet at pagkagising kain ulet.

 5. walang pasok

-para to sa mga estudyante..pero pag sinuwerte at medyo may kalakasan na ang ulan..declare naman nang walang pasok sa trabaho..meaning ako ndi papasok..iwas traffic..tipid sa gas..tipid sa gastos..partida na!hahaha

6.  soundtrip

- emo kung emo na ang labanan.patugtugin ang mga makabagbag damdaming mga kanta ng dekada 80 at 90 

7. inuman

-malamig ang panahon.masarap uminom.pampainit.lalo na pag may videoke at nagkayayaan ang tropa..panalong panalo!

8. mag ayos ng kwarto, cabinet at kung ano ano pang pwedeng butingtingin 

- eto rin mga panahon na andaming naiisip gawin na ndi naman naiisip gawin pag ndi tag ulan.kesehadong magpalit ng bedsheet, maglinis ng kwarto, ng cabinet, magrepair ng kung ano ano,

9. manood ng mga korning pinoy tv shows

-ako aaminin ko ndi ako nanonood tlaga ng tv.mapa-local man or international channel.i dunno..i just dont enjoy spending a lot of time na nakaupo at nanonood lang ng kung anong palabas.pero pag tag-ulan natatagalan ko naman manood..well no choice lang nga cguro e no?

10. magdownload ng movies at mp3s

-sympre eto na rin ang panahon para makapagdownload ng mga gustong pelikula na ndi pa napapanood at ng mga trip mong music

11.  candle light

-pag malakas ang ulan..asahan mo nang magbro-brownout..kaya candle light nalang muna.isipin mo  nalang nasa fine dining kau habang kumakain ng pamilya mo.

12. tong-its, ps3, text

-eto mga pampalipas ng oras habang ikaw ay nagdurusa na walang kuryente

13.  roadtrip

- ewan ko ah..pero kakaiba din ang trip ko..pag umuulan gustong gusto ko na nagdra-drive ng paikot ikot lang sa lugar namen.parang adik lang pero ansarap magdrive habang umuulan tas nagpapatugtog ng malakas sa oto..panalo!

kau..ano mga gustong gusto niong gawin pag tag ulan

hey..its me.

after 2 long years..as ive said..am back..just wanna share latest pic of me..hoping former blogmates could still recognize me. 

hey buddies…am back.

heeeeeeeeyaaaa! am finally back!wow its been like what…2 years since i left this site..and was really surpised to know that it is still existing..thank god!was thinking of making another account but i hate all the registrations process so i tried my luck with the password and hola…here i am! how i missed those friends ive encoutnered here…mga kakulitan ko..asan na kaya sila?i just hope they still get to read this and ..well…lets move forward.

new beginning.new life.everything is new.pero same makulit.same pasaway.labo e no?parang wala namang new?hahaha enwez hope u guys would appreciate everything’s posted in here for the coming days, months, years.i promised myself to get glued to this one..i have so many things to say.so many things to share, which i hope i could be atleast of help sa mga readers. 

love you guys!

final goodbye for the king.

i got in the office too early today so i decided to read on some articles..news..that is.. tru yahoo site. and to my suprise, a specific article catch my attention..shocked perse.. MICHAEL JACKSON DIES AT 50! wow…is this for real..well, i know yahoo wont feed nasty things enwey..so i click on the link to read further.

The circumstances of Jackson’s death were not immediately clear. Jackson was not breathing when Los Angeles Fire Department paramedics responded to a call at his Los Angeles home about 12:30 p.m.

Jackson’s death brought a tragic end to a long, bizarre, sometimes farcical decline from his peak in the 1980s, when he was popular music’s premier all-around performer, a uniter of black and white music who shattered the race barrier on MTV, dominated the charts and dazzled even more on stage.

goodbye to the king! 

thanks mike

mike gave me a pair of shoes that’s so cooooll..o well i trust this guy when it comes to shoes.mike thanks!

secrets unrevealed!

last monday, while working, a good friend buzz me tru ym. he’s reaaaalllly a good friend.the closest guy friend i have. and in the middle of our conversation…he abruptly told me a BIG secret..a secret am not ought to tell to the rest of our friends..well..until i got a permission from him. was so excited to know..and HOLA…whatta big surpise!hahahahaha……..look..i said secret so am not yet allowed to reveal. i know how to keep secrets  afterall.

to my friend…hahah..so excited about it. i promise you not to say anything. i dont wanna spoil the moment. hahaha.whatever we talked about last monday…youre safe. limme just remind you…TIME REALLY FLIES SO FAST..so make a move ok. its not really easy to do that. whatever help that i can extend..you can count on me..you know that.

happy birthday LA!

while i was in the middle of my sleep this morning, my alarm rang on my phone. i dont remmeber setting an alarm last night so was wondering whatta heck is happening. i check my phone what abt it..and hola..there’s a reminder….its my LOLA’s(RIP) BIRTHDAY today.

what i did..i get up..and offer prayer for my lola. look, im really a lola’s boy so i just love my lola and miz her much. am planning to offer flowers this afternoon..sana lang wag uulan.

to the original GIRL OF MY LIFE….HAPPY BIRTHDAY.wherever you are….just want you to know how much I LOVE YOU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LA!

nice to be back

i wasnt around for almost a month.why? i dunno, after bday and everything…i didnt have the time to get back and write.o well maybe its just a part of me bein brat. enwez..i miz doin this. i miz giving my regular readers stuffs to read on. i miz regular blog-mates..hays i miz a looooooooooot! how am i doin? everythin is doing great …but not lovelife..weeeeeeeeee

ive been dating..but..hayss..nakakapagod din.sabi nga nila if youre really searching the more na hindi ka makakahanap.so i gave up. ayoko na muna. nakakapagod ding lokohin ang sarili.makin myself believe that this person is good.that person is cool. which infact theres no emotional attachment on it. its somethin that you fool yourself.somethin it doesnt make sense.haaays talaga.

yesterday, june 23, i had a whole day workshop at hotel ariana. i just so hate woprkshops. its more tiring than usual day in the office.keeping your ass for a whole day listening to those presentations blah blah blah. its just a good thing that theres a wi-fi connection in there so i had the outlet to keep in touch with my friends tru ym letting them know how am burned out..lol. whatirritates me during those workshops? there are people who are naturally “all-knowing”, blowing off thier head, bragging about this or that..in short..EPAL.grrrrr.

it wrapped up earlier than the scheduled time. we ended up like 4pm so i got home early..and i had my favorite time in my life…sleeping.lol.

i just miz my blog. i just miz u all!

the BIG day has come!cheers!

2days

days to goooooo!

thank you.thank you.

thank you for those advance greetings. by ka-blogs thanks. to those people who gave me early gifts….maraming maraming salamat po.! you know exactly who you are people.

agyamanak!

3days

days to go..malapit na malapit na talagaaaaa..

4days

days nalang…apat na araw nalangg…waaa

5days

  days to gooo!

bday sked naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

 my family will be goin to pagudpud this weekend. i beg-off to go since i have committed myself with same dates with friends. sympre bday ko so dun muna ako kung saan ako mahihilo.haha

fri day, may 29- with the 15club, thunderbird: for 590.00 its unlimited beer…weeeee tumbahan na to..pero potah paran malulugi ata ako dito ah..di naman ako umiinom ng beer.hahahaha…magkano kaya vodka?

saturday, may 30- with college friends..inuman nanaman

sunday, may 31-  halo halong tropa na…celebration of all celebration na to..haaays

like..or love?

Many people think that there is no difference between like and love but I certainly do believe that there is a difference. Like and love are two completely different things. When you like somebody your just getting to know that person and trying to figure out if there is something more between the two of you. Like is not as deep as love is, Like is just like making friends.

You don’t know if the two of you are going to grow to be the best of friends or discover that you really don’t like that person as much as you thought you would. I don’t really think that you can lump together like and love because they are so different.

Its one thing to like a person but its quite another to love that person. Don’t get me wrong, I mean like is a wonderful thing but when you find love its a spectacular and beautiful thing that two people can share with one another. Love will make you do things that you never thought you would do and like will not. When you love somebody you love all of them even if some of the things they do drive you crazy. Finding love can be difficult and finding to like somebody comes a little bit easier because you know that if you don’t like those annoying little habits its easier to get rid of and discover that they are not the one for you.
Love is a different thing because love runs deeper than like. Love is more forgiving and more giving than like. You wouldn’t just give anything to somebody you liked, but you would for the person that you love because its more special and precious. Like is a precious thing, it just doesn’t get put into the same category as love because they are so opposite. Liking somebody is just liking somebody but loving somebody means making more sacrifice, being more giving and being a little bit more honest with somebody.

When you like somebody you don’t really see a point to being as honest than when you love somebody. Like doesn’t mean honesty it means friendship and for a lot of people it will always mean just friendship. Love is more than just a friendship and its more than just honesty. Its about giving, sharing and most of all its about commitment to that one person and nobody else. Love and like are different the only thing is love goes a lot deeper than like ever will.

7 days wohoooo

i still have the whole weeeek..wee..its coming very soon!